Just came home from town .
Today went to cut my hair to bangs ! Kawaiiii :D
Then accompanied gene to pierce his tongue !
Met up with Daniel , Wenping , Clifford .
Then Wenjie and Stanley came to find us ! :D
Now Wenjie at my house .
Damn shaggg
Count down to Clubbing at Zirca -10days
Count down to Hongkong trip - 14days
Wooohoooo :D


Wow !
Today is a enjoying day for me !
Im sure the rest felt so too .
I wake up early in the morning .
Went to Harbourfront Mrt waited for Saikit and co.
Then went to eat and stuff !
Headed towards Sentosa !
Saikit always the joker that make all of us laugh throughout the trip !
Love him lar !
I will post the pictures soon enough !


Sighhh !
Today i just bought a phone !
W595 ! Yea ! :D
Today went out with mummy to buy that phone lar !
Tml going buy shoes . Dont know when then can dye my fcking hair .
D:



















4 years in this stupid school .
Knowing all my great brothers like Dexter , Guanhua , Wenjie , Jeremy , Stanley .
Its like a so sudden , all of them are leaving me alone in this screwed up place . So please . Bryan and Hafiz . Dont leave me behind as well .
If not i will be doing every single fcking things alone .
Going school alone .Leaving school alone .Smoking outside school alone .
Studying alone . Getting good results ,no one to share with .
Getting bad results , no one to cheer me up .
No one to disturb me anymore . No one for me to disturb anymore .
This place is gonna be a lonely place for me already .
Why in the first place , i retained ?
Seeing them graduated on Thursday , seeing smiles in every single one of them .
I felt a moment of upsad . A moment of loneliness . Tears almost flow down my cheek .
But seriously speaking . In this 4 years of secondary school . Funny stuff that i did . Fun people i met . I miss them .
Secondary one . Jonathan Ho will always be my best buddy . He always played fist punching with me .With cool people like Ihsan , Kenneth , Gene , Dylan , Dawson in my class . Its like always a cheerful day for me .
Secondary two . I got closer with Jonathan , Gene and Dawson .
We even got a competition over our Dnt project . But sadly they won me .ROARRRR!
Secondary three .
Thats when fun things happen . I got to know Guanhua , Bryan Lee , Dexter Goh , Jasper Tan , Jeremy Lie , Sze Toh Wenjie ,Stanley Lim better .
Knew more and more jokers such as Samuel , Syu Kuan , Hafiz , Terence .
Enjoy those times we spent together .
Now when they are secondary 4 . Im like still sec 3 .
They chionging for their o'levels now .
While what i can do now is to wish them all the best .
Brothers , Besties , Buddies , Friends .
Jiayou for the o's . Get good results and go to a good poly and a course that you favour . Takecare guys .


Missing In Action already .
I spend alot of time with friends , but none with myself .
I think i just have to spend sometime with myself .
When i am awake alr , will definately come back one .
Dont you guys rmb that Jeth is always hyperactive ?(:
Takecare all people .
Life is always full of unexpected things .
So go ahead and find your unexpected stuffs !
Lastly ,just to say sorry to CS .
Bro , takecare .


Last talk about last few days .
I have been studying very ,superbly ,extremely ,faithfully ,sincerely hard !
Hope my maths can do well man .
Sighhh
Many things happened today .
Firstly i found out im like quite silly .
I thought you will be like care for me just a little more than any others .
But instead you disappoint me .
Truefully from my heart , imy .
Secondly ,disappointed in myself .Dont wish to mention what happen . Only number of people knows .
Upsad for abang . I swear i gonna MIA from everywhere and not coming online often , if anything happens to him .
Knowing him for 4 GREAT years .
Many GREAT things that we did . I really will do miss him from school if anything happen to him . If you are reading it . Please learn how to be guai abit . After so many things between us from sec 1 to now .
I still rmb you hate me to the core when we were sec 1 .
Despite that , you still talk to me sometimes .
After that sec 2 , things get better , but you afterall still dont like me .
And even kick the ball on my face ! Roar !
:D
Then last year , we did alot of stupid things .
We get to know each other better . And we were close .
Disappointly , we retained .
By chance or by luck that you guys called . We were back to nonsence , once i come back from vietnam .
Well , since fate gives us the chance to be brothers .
No matter however how you used to hate me . It doesnt matter anymore .
Once my brother , you will always be my brother .
Abang , lets face things together .


Yawn !
Today wake up at around 2+ , then started to eat , prepare and stuff.
Went to Bishan .Met up with Alexi .
Played Arcade for awhile , trained down to Bugis .
Hahaha ! Saw Ian ! Its like since 3452525765464 millions years ago last saw him .
Chat for awhile , went to bugis arcade to play again .
After that went home , while Alexi go find his friends .
:)


Roarrr!
This few days were really stressful.
Many troubles , and i cant get to solve them .
Plus English Oral gonna be gone case .
Maths test is a surely a fail .
Exams are coming !
Hope i can pass this year man !
Have been trying very hard to study for this past 2 weeks .
Jeffrey bro is inside now , hope he will learn from his mistakes and of course take good care of himself as well .
Did not attend his court today , so sorry about it .
Today is Wenjie 's birthday too !
Happy birthday bro .
In school slept for the whole day .
Thinking of alot of stuff !
Grrrr!
Why life is so screwed up ?!?!








Wahh , last few days was shag man !
Wenjie , Stanley and CS came to find me in the morning on Sun .
Then we went to eat and went shopping with my mum .
After shopping , Cs and wenjie came home with me .
Play cards , slacked . And then they went off while Yongxin Wongyimi came to find me to study .
At around 11.30 , she left for tampines . :(
Cs , wj and me was like playing cards for the whole night and went to sleep .
Yawnssss! D:


Hello!
End Of Year examinations are coming . :(
Study study and still study!
Yesterday went to ton with Jueyin at Tpy studying!
Snoreeee , like no mood to study ,then sleeppppp
Tml snorelex coming my house to study!
Hope that wont sleep again!D:


Exams are coming .
I feel the presure .
Hopefully i can pass English , Chinese , Maths
Thats what i am hoping for .
:D
Next year if i can promote to Sec 4 must really study hard alr .
D:
Tml studying time and do some work at home .
Snorelex will be coming to my house to study too .
^^v
Going out to find wenjie dex jerm to study now!
Takecare peeps


Since a long long time i blogged!:(
This week holidays i have been going out every single day..
Time to stay at home and save some money..
On 08/09 St James was crap, big disappointment..:B
09/09:
Went out with Jeremy ,Dexter ,Wenjie , Jason , Clinton , Zeon , Bryan and people to celebrate Jeremy's Bday!:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO..:)
10/09: Went to find kenneth and slack slack slack , in the end tonned :(


hohoho!
Its since a long time i updated!
Ok lets see what had happened!
Last week i finally get passed my POA test !
I tried so hard and get a 17.5/40
and 2nd test 10/20..
I am happy !Cos i had never passed poa before.
Thanks Mr Wu..
And my maths test 18/20
:D
Exams are coming!
Must mug mug mug again!


So long nv update!
Last friday night went to Jeremy house area de macdonalds to study with WJ Bry and Jerm!
Ok last weekends was with my family!
Saturday went to my cousin house for his birthday party!
Then sunday went to watch "Where got ghost" with Auntie ,cousin,Mummy!
Simple post!:D


How i wish life was like my primary school days where all kids were young and innocent and get mischievous however not too much,and enjoying childhood...
Now i need someone to talk to,really...
but i have no one to talk to...
Let me tell you,this feeling sucks to the core!
I hope that i can play in my this coming inter-class tournament semi-finals..
I really hope the class wins the gold medal,however i hope even more that i can win it with the class...
Truthfully speaking,today is the first time i finally sat down and really concentrate on my homework instead of sitting infront of the computer playing games..
One of my close brothers said it right,i am a big liar..
I did not keep my promises...
I promise that its my last tattoo,but i am getting more and more of them..
I promise i am gonna quit smoking,i am still smoking now.
I hope i wont get suspended this time round,although chances are low..
Today my form teacher told me infront of the whole class,that he summitted a application for me to get suspended already,and the decision goes to the teachers of mine and of course the vice principle..
Maybe some of you thinks i deserve it.I guess i really do...
I really regret..
I am already 16,but i dont act like one...
Making my mum get worried all over me..
Doing stupid stuff that were regretted after i did it...
To:Dexter,Jeremy,Wenjie
If you guys see this,just to say a sorry to you guys,i never keep my words.
indeed i am not trustworthy.I know you guys care for me,but i make it as if i dont give a damn at all.But guys,i really care how you people were there for me when i need help.
Thanks brothers.:')
I really thank god for giving me such great friends.
I did not and will not regret having you guys as my close friends.
No one says life is gonna be fair.
Some might be rich,
some might be smart,
some might be handsome.
I am none.But i have many close friends that are there for me everytime.
Nothing could be as valueable as that i guess.



Errrm...yesterday went to flower house to slack...
Martin was there too!:D
And then went home,sleep for a few hours ...
Then went out to makan with my cousin and mummy!
After that i went to find Flower bro at j8 with martin and his Pheobe..
They went home around 2+?
I waited for Mummy and Cousin to come over j8 to meet me...
Watched The Hangover
Nice movie..NC16..as usual kana check ic...
Alot of scenes unsuitable for the young!
So if u are not 16!dun go and watch it!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAH ^^


Eh Guanhua bro..
i think its time to update toooo!:B
hahahhaa
Yesterday went to Admiralty with Haijie to ton with Saikit...
Yuan Wenhui Wenshen and some others were all there!:D
Hahaha So damn bloody long never see them already!
Slept at Saikit house until 6...
Went home through mrt after that!
Today slept till 3pm...Woke up eat and use comp...
And then went to eat with Mum again at Thomson
On the way home saw Guesstine and peeps!
Just came back not long from Peninsular!
Went there with Jeremy Wenjie and Bry...
Bought a shirt that i wanted damn bloody long ago...
:D
Happy with my spending!
however i used Wenjie bro de money first!
hahahah
Try to return u asap,bro!
Ok peeps!shall blog till here!
Takecare!



hohoho!
Today went out with Guanhua brother,with his parents too!
Go peni walk walk!
then after that jiu go meet up with my mother myself at Tantockseng Hospital..
Ate alr,saw Theodore..
Met him at Amk,slacked awhile ,jiu go home le!
Simple and a happy day!:D


Today as usual went to sch and stuff..so slack alr now!D:
After sch met up with dex and company for awhile jiu go Tan Tock Seng Hospital find mummy and duakim to see darryl lor..seems better than i firstly saw him..hope he recover really soon lar!God Bless you ,darryl.:D
And i would like to post about my good abang!

See this good bro of mine?
He have never betrayed me in any sense before.
And all the while i already treated him as my blood brother alr..
This week many things happened and he shows me that i nv make a wrong decision.
Abang,no matter what happen to you..i will surely help you one!dont worry!:D





Hohoho!
Today after school went to Serangoon North Ave 1,with Ck,Jasper,Wenjie,Flower bros...
Slacked and makan...
Then we went to play street soccer!
So funn!:D
Hohohoho
Ck brought his smelly dog dwn..hohohoho!
but damn cute larrr!D:





Errm back to schooling days!
today before recess sleep all the way..like 4-5 hours?
Shaggg O.O
After recess a few period..then go home alr...
i went outside sch with wenjie and jerm bro...
buy ice cream alr..went in sch waited for mr tuang...
he like 3+ then see me..
teach me some things den went home alr...
After dinner i was like lying on the sofa...
slept until now
HOHOHO!:D


Yesterday tonn with flower and nel bro...
Chit chat ,smoked...yeah sort of boring,with a little fun in it too...
Early in the morning went back home..bathed and then go makan with mummy!
then we jiu go tantockseng hospital to see my cousin le...
until 4,went to buy food..then go hommeeeee!:D
Tml got to go sch again..D:


Haishhh..!
Sipei sian bodoh!
Flower bro at my house now..
got nothing to do this few days!D:
Today got clubbing,but sick plus no one going...
Okay will try to blog as often as possible lar!
Takecare peeps!






Wow!its really since a longlonglong time ago i blogged!
hahahahah
School reopened but i have a 3 days MC so yeah...i dont have to go school for 3 GREAT days!Gonna study hard for this School semester already...
not going to play and enjoy like before...
:D


Wahh this few days really shag !
On the 15th
Met up with Ahdi and Yaofeng, walked Yf to his bus-stop at parklane and meet up with Ahhkenn...then we slack at parklane ,eat,smoke ,play until 8-9 le...
then we take train down to clarke quey to go The Arena !
Hahahaah ,saw quite a number of familiar faces...And the it was fun indeed!:D
Then we went to Oasis after Arena...Saw Duck and Cs...
Kana screen by the police...
On the 16th
Wake up at 6pm...then prepare and stuff...
Went to meet Yicong and Cs at Upp Serangoon Shopping Centre...
Chit Chat until 8+,i went home le...
Then wanted to go butter factory...
but then kenneth and weijie decided not to...
hahaah we cab down to grandlink then...
play lan until 6...
Slept until now!Damn shag sia!
Want to sleep!
but need to work!D:


Hi peeps!
So long nv blog right??
basically for this few weeks have been slacking with my house here de people!
Yesterday went to work..although no customer,however i am happy!:D
Its better than sitting at home ,doing nothing!
Yeah later around 7.15 gonna leave home for school..
Did not sleep throughout my whole night...
Cant sleep and dont want to sleep cos if i sleep i will like wake up damn late
and unable to meet dex and jerm which i promised them...
After meeting them ,i will be going to work!:)


For the past 16 years i have live..
Did i plainly waste earth resourses and just a idiot..
i have never ever felt this way before..
Now i am feeling of dying..
Yes!die..jump down from 15th floor...
and just land onto the ground..POOM!and i wont be feeling so bad...
and maybe some people will feel bad that they scolded me so loud and say those hurting words.
For the sake of my mother and my sister..i will never let myself die...
I will show them what i am capable of for my studies...
And Wenjie bro,Bryan bro:Two of you are indeed great brothers and friends...I have never regretted knowing both of you..
You two are the reason i understand the true meaning of friendship..

Labels: Can death solve a problem?

I am sorry to disappoint you guys again..
No matter what you guys are still my family.
And obviously I dont wish to lose any of my family..
Maybe my tone was quite rude when i talk to you people.
I just dont wish to disappoint you all anymore..
And i hope this coming end of year exams results shows..
No matter what is it,i think i am too much..
So sorry, my dear brother and sister...

Labels: Family

Hello guys!
Today decided to give school a miss..
Went to Joochiat to buy some dumblings with my mum..
after that cab to yishun to find my ahma and uncle...
So long nv see them le...
After that go home and use computer...
met up with zhenlong for awhile downstairs my hse...
Ate dinner at home and went to hougang to find Shengkun and Weikang...
HAHAHA!slack til 9+ then i went home le...now rotting infront of the comp!
Going dota soon!:D
Its not that you guys are not good enough,instead its the other way round..
I am sorry ,I am not a good brother and i let you guys down once again.


Hahaha!
Let me post about yesterday ba!
Went out ton with Flower ,Martin,Kenneth,Nelson
Slack for awhile and decided to go makan!
hahaaha!Since its near Brother Steph house so i went and met him for awhile..
Brother Syu was there too!:D
Chat and stuff..went back to meet Flower and co.
Go kenneth house to enjoy the shiok aircon...
After that went to get some bike and go makan with syu and stephen!hehehehehe!
And Flower they all cab home..
Poor Jeth must cycle all the way home and meet up with them
D:


I guess i have not been blogging for a very long time ba!
hahaha!Okay today did not go sch because i having allegic reaction..Last night was like playing soccer half way with Ahjon , Royce they all then i found out my face is abit swollen..i ran up and found out my lips is like sausage!!!Oh My Tian!
Went and see the doctor with my mum,and the doctor can even joke with me..
Doctor:"Do u have a camara with u now?"
Jeth:"No..Why?"
Doctor:"If not you can take a photo of yourself and see"
zzzz la him!
Had a injection and went home and sleep until now!:D
My handphone is still confiscated sia!haish...


Hohohoho!Yesterday my mummy came back singapore!
So i finally can go home liao!!!
WOOHHHHOOOO!!After that went to find uncle beng's son...
So cute sia him!!!Then go eat at Takashimaya...after that go heeron waited for JingHeng
to finish work..after he come out..we go play pool...Had fun!!!!:D
Went down AMK with him,then i go take bus 25 to Bedok find Kenneth bro..;D
so farking long nv find him le lor!!!Slacked,Joked with him...den his friend,flower and martin came down tooo!!!
You have really disappoint me..


Ok lets start with what happened yesterday!
After Physics paper,i and Hafiz went to lepak lepak near our sch...
then we went AMK Hub to eat ,met up with Shingying :D
After that 3 of us go Bukit Gombak and waited like 2hrs for Ms Gavin.C!!!!
hahahaha Hafiz left earlier then Gavin joined me and Shingying later..
We went to find Eric and both of them make their first body ink,The "Moth"!
And i made my 3rd Body Art at my back!
We left and Gavin went to find her friends,while Shingying and me go find stephen..
Slack awhile and then she go find gavin!
Met up with Syu,Stanley,Stephen and met some new friends!
Tonned and i went to Orchard to find AhMay jiejie for Breakfast today morning...
After that go Dexter hse sleeeeeeeeeepppp:D
meet up with Stanley,Wenjie,Flower,Bryan and we went to Bugis and Peni!
Slacked and stuff..now with Wenjie and Flower at Wenjie house!!!!:D


Hahahah !Yesterday was really a wonderful day man!
I meet brotherr Steph at AMK Hub with my mum..den i and him slack awhile while my mum go home..after that went to my hse!i bath and fixed my wireless thingy!woolalalala my house have wireless le lor!!!xD
shiok..den went to steph hse..eat,he bath use comp and stuff...
Den cab down to meet Syu...den tgt go Pasir ris due to somethings!
Yupps..had alot of fun in the cab!hahahaha!
Den we go down Arab Street to SHEESHAAA and drinking!!!met up with Gavin huairen and her friends.Bryan came down to find us too!!!
after sheesha we went to Serangoon Gardens play lan and ton awhile its 7+ le!!!i pangseh them ..den i go home!!!hahahaahah!!!
Today i bought a STEADY speaker placing in my room!!!wahh the music SOLID sia!!!
and a wireless mouse!
now i can surf the net in my room le!!!hahahahah!!!
To: Brother Stephen
You will be alright i am sure..Dont worry too much about it tonight ba..
It will pass very quickly...and maybe tml after my English paper i still can slack with you and have fun!Never regretted knowing you bro!:D



Hello guys!
Yesterday went Bukit Gombak with Wenjie and Shengkun
Then after that..all went home...
Used computer and stuff until 9+ ,i went to find bry and dex!
sleep at dex place until now..jus reach home!!!!*SHAG*





Hohoho :D
Pass few days was out with parents and family..Yesterday went to watch The sniper with Wenjie,Dexter,Jeremy.
Quite a good movie sia!
Then after movie slack with Bry awhile then Wenjie mum came to fetch me and Jeremy home..Thanks Wenjie!
Today all the way with family then until 5+ go out with Jasper to go play soccer..until 7+...
Jasper's dad fetch me home as well!!!
THANKS ALOT!
WOOLALA!!!Now adays alot people parents fetch me home sia!!
Dont need spent so much Taxi fare..
;D



hmm...there is many things to do this few days..
so did not post..
by the way..i will be having a mathematics test tml..
and i hope to score for it!
Felt quite happy as many teachers already saw me changing into a better person!
today pe played soccer and after playing soccer ,felt so good lor..so long did not engage myself into such healthy activities!


Yesterday wanted to go clubbing with wenjie and flower..
But go until outside decided not to go in..
so in Clarke Quay slack awhile,saw some people that we did not saw soooooo long!
AHDI AND AHYONG!
den we go to ps slack for another 20min..den went back to sgoon north..
wahh lao i tell u..really irritating lor...
4 person share one SINGLE BED!
dunno wtf is going on...
bryan ,syu kuan and company came to find us...
wahh 1 small room got 10 person laughing and shouting..
den 7+ all went home...
slept for awhile den go out to orchard with mummy..
den walk around paragon...
Ate at chinatown.
then went home!
2 hours ago came back from flower hse...
Went to his house do some touch up for my Value Education project!
Now gonna sleep soon!


Heh yo peeps!
Give u guys a good news yeah?
I am back to singapore studying,and my previous sch accepted me already!
WOOHOOO!!!!
so shiok lor!
Must study hard liao..
I going Vietnam tml to collect back my school books and will be back on the 4th of April!
Going school on the monday!
So excited lor!!!hahahahaha




Oh my god!
I have not post for couple of days i guess!!hahahaha!Lets see what to post about today!
Errrrmmmm...Really nothing to talk about this few days leh !How???
Okay ba...i shall end here lor!
Bye!
HAHAHAAH!!!jus kidding la!You think i will so cruel meh...
okay people let me post about this cute baby of my cute uncle beng...!
see his cute baby xuan xuan..cute hor!
So misss him and the baby..if can must go malaysia see his baby and go vietnam see him!!
This baby also got abit problem one..always i try to carry him..he cry...D:
Okay this shall be the REAL end of this post!hehehehe





Hahahahah!
So many days did not blog le
Now people say my blog dead le..D;
NONONONO!
I must save it!
hahaha its still alive!
What shall i talk about in today's post?
Hmmm..
Lets start with some good news ok?
I am gonna come back Singapore soon..
and its gonna be really soon!
YEAH!
Decided to go for my National Service and take my private O's at the same time..
So i can save time yeah,because i have already lost so much time playing and not studying.
I need to catch up with the rest who are same age as me.
WAIT!Its not a need!Its a MUST!!!!
If lets say i have enough time and i can cope with my studies,i gonna go for night courses for learning japanese.
I have wanted to learn japanese since few months ago,but i have no chance..
So this gonna be a very good opportunity for me to learn it!
LALALALALALALAL!

You don't deserve to be who you are.
Because you never do your duty as a father.
I HATE YOU!
If lets say i get to study my university and get my diploma,I wont be thankful to you,i will be extremely thankful to my sister and brother instead.
They are the ones behind me giving me so much support.



Joey Sis...!

Hello people again!
This post will be featuring one person that has been complaining to me that i did not post about her before..
Who is it?
Of course its my dearest Joey sis!
Let me introduce her to you people who are reading my blog..
See the poor looking panda eyes of mine?
Its caused by her..
Every night chat with her till so late!
But when i am feeling low,she is the one that encourage me!
I will like to take this opportunity to thank her for what she have done for me!
Thanks alot Joey,I have never regretted knowing you and will never regret.



Shanghai Airport!;D

Yo peeps!i am in Tianjin now!
Must be wondering where it is right?
Its near to Beijing yeah,so now you guys know where it is le right?
Heheheheh.
Reach here today morning.started the trip at 5am..
Sooooo early right???
Sian..Sleep all the way,in the bus,in the plane,hahahah!
Tml gonna visit a school in Tianjin,and then i will decide whether to study in Tianjin or Suzhou.
Gonna sleep soon yo!


hello people!
got nothing to post yeah.
So i will reply all those tags!
daryl:hey how are you
Jeth:Better than the life in Singapore i guess!Hahas!How about you?
von:hey bro...chin up..we're here for you if you need us..miss u....x
Jeth:Jiejie,Hope to see you soon..When i really need someone to talk to,you will be the first!
x NOELLE x:Here to tag you bro ! (: Relax uhs , everything is gonna be fine yeah ?
Jeth:Yeah!Hope to see you soon!
vivien:jethboy ah ? hahaha , come visit my blog leh , dont sell fish lah . hahaha xD
Jeth:Hahahaha i will i will!hahahas and i dont sell fish!i sell inkan bilis!;D
Jo.ey:I got heart! hehehe
Jeth:Whateva lor..you got heart..going to remove soon le..hahahah!Juskidding right!
passer:Are you still in sg?
Jeth:Nope,who are you?can you use real names cause you are the first nameless person that tag me and i really hate it!


I hate you for who you are..
You have done so many things to pissed me off.
Seriously,you have never fucking make me feel happy when i am with you
From few years back,i have already started to hate you.Yes,its hatred.
I dont wish to speak about the past anymore.
But you are keeping so many things from me,how many are there more?
Nobody trust me now because i lied too much in the past.
What about you?You have been lying to me for the past few months.
I will never forgive you for my whole life.



I have thought of going back Vietnam and stop this fucked up lifestyle.
Had a huge arguement yesterday with you or rather a discussion.
I could say thats a worst treatment i have ever suffer in my whole fucking life.
What have i done to deserve that?
The moment when we end the whole arguement,you asked me if is it just over?
I wanted to reply you"Its not over,its Game Over"
I thought for a moment whether to forgive you or not.
For what you have done for me and what you have done to me,
its all for my own good,i decided to forgive you for the one and only reason.
You are my only brother and i don't wish to lose you.


Yesterday was a bad day for me.
Really a bad day!
I wrote this entry at 6pm evening yesterday(05/03/2009)
I am at home now..ALONE!!
No Electricity!Its getting darker and darker!
I am feeling scared,why no one is home yet?
Today went to brother's factory,then he ask me follow his worker to go do my visa for my passport..
However,my passport is at home.so his worker and me went home to get my passport..
When i came downstairs with my passport,she told me there isnt any more time to go and apply,so we shall do it tml .
She ask me if i want to go back office..Considering the factors of it,with such a cold weather,i say nah,i will jus stay at home.
when i reach back home,i found out there isnt any electricity,so heater ,tv,internet,lights and stuff cant be switch on,
I guess i need a code to get the electricity switch on!but i dont have!OMG!
I slept all the way from 4-6pm
No its 6.37 already all dark..
Cold without heater
Dark without lights
Hungry without food
I am feeling very scared very scared now.
Have i made the wrong decision to stay here?
My laptop is the only source of light,the this source is dying out soon.
Hope Bro and the rest will reach home soon.
This is the second post of yesterday at around 7+ night
I went downstairs to get a phonecall to my brother.
Jus nice they reach home.
I am home now with my brother and the rest.
They ate alr then come home.
Now i am the only one that hve not eaten yet.
Why have i done to deserve this kind of treatment.
If this gonna be the way for the next few months.
i guess i am gonna go back vietnam.
Nothing much to say,cause its simply fucked up.
If being lazy and not washing my clothes and stuff is a excuse to put me in such torture.
thats fucked up man!





Today stayed at home!did nothing at all
use computer chat with alot of pple..
about alot of topics!
Dont know what i am talking right now!
hahahaha
This is todays post yeah!Takecare



















Oh My God!I was like damn sick yesterday and still having flu now..
I am now in Kunshan,someewhere near Shanghai.
In my brother's house now.
Lets speak about yesterday!
yesterday i was too sick to post.
I woke up at 7+ and go eat with my brother secretary for like 2 hours..because i was using my laptop.Then at 9.30 we start our trip to Great Wall of China!!WOOHOO!!!
It takes like 1 hour to get there so i sleep all the way.
When i reach there,its like snowing,but not those kind of snow la,its only snow flakes.
So damn bloody cold lo...Climb climb climb,took 2 hours to reach the top of the peak!
Make a plaque to shows that i reach the peak!
So tired,den took a cable-car down ,when it only take 5 minutes to reach the bottom..
=.=
Then went back to the car and called my mum whether she wants to eat with us.
She wants,so we went back to the hotel lor.
Ate somewhere near the hotel.
Then eat finish we go the forbidden city to have a look..
its a palace where the past emporor stays.
We look until halfway,then the person say closing liao..
So its like we wasted money lor..
And then we go back hotel,my mum and my bro's secretary go to a shopping center nearby,while i go eat again...its like i ate alot yesterday lor..
I going get fat in no time !
Hahahas!









01.03.2009
Ok,lets start from what time i sleep last night!
i Slept at 4 and wake up at 5.30!Omg..One and a half hour of sleep only!
As today Sis and Bro in law is going back to UK today,we sent her to the airport.
When we are in the airport,i qurrelled with my mum.
And she cried here cried there,its like i dont know wtf i do la..
Let me tell you guys what happen,I was using my laptop to show them the photos i taken.
So there is like no more photos,i closed it and i go to my advertisement account and my mum is like still looking at it with her specs and looking so closely.
I asked her what she is looking,nothing more to see already what!
She replied me why must i talk to her at this tone.
I say "ok lor,dont talk with me la." and i walked to another chair to sit..
Thats what happened.Until now she is still angry,and i dont give a damn shit about it la..
Ate breakfast in the airport with bro and his gf,and my mum is like walk to somewhere and we cant find her,
After we eat finish saw her walking pass us and still crying.My bro's gf go chase after her and stuff..
Then we go Shenzhen after that and wait for our time to pass,until 11+ we go to airport to fly to Beijing!
So we reached Beijing and started at our hotel,placed our luggage and we went to the Swimming Complex for Olympics 2008 and the "Bird Nest" of Beijing which is a stadium for Olympics as well.
As usual took alot of pictures!
Ate dinner and went back hotel...
WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!Tml going Great Wall of China!hahaha
And the temperature here is cold for godness sake!















Today woke up,and went to eat Che Zai Noodles
Its like you can select your type of noodles from a variety,and decide what to mix it with.
From Chicken,Beef,Vegetable,And alot more..
My brother-in-law is like ordered alot..and its too much to put into a bowl..so it comes in 2 bowls!
Everyone is like laughing!!!hahahahahaha!
And then,we are like undecided to go where and everything,making everyone pissed,and we decided to go to the mountain peak where the wax museum is!
Went to the peak took photos and went into the wax museum,really enjoyed ourselves!
I even did a wax of my hand!and make it colourful!but my bro broke!!!luckily i took a photo of it before its broken!=(( and the photo that i took with andy lau is really look so genuine!
Many photos taken!So enjoy looking at the photos!
And then we go down the peak with the tram and we went shopping and stuff and go eat dinner!
The dinner is like TASTY!!!!
and then now i am at home!
Its the last day i will be in Hongkong!
i really enjoyed today's activities! ;D



Heh people!
Just added the Singapore Blog Awards 2009 stuff into my blog..
So please vote me!its easy..jus click on to the "Nominate This blog" on the right column and vote me..its easy you dont need to create an account or whatsoever!
Lets start with today's blogging..
My throat is like hurting me so much!
I woke up ate some medicine and was much better!
Thanks alot sis for buying the med for me!
Went out to meet my bro and his gf,went to eat and i went to play arcade alone after that..
played for awhile i go back to the hotel to meet my bro and the rest...
Slack awhile and we go and eat dinner already lor..
Nothing much today!
Thats it for today yeah!


By the way..i have decided to go United Kingdom to study for my O'levels and A'Levels and Uni..gonna study hard this time round..
I wanted to study in Hongkong however my dad disagrees..so yeah...
Going there soon..
but before going there..i am gonna go China to look at the Singapore International Sch...my bro said that i might like it..so yeah..gonna go have a look..and then decide whether its China or UK...
This time round if i dont study well..
i will be sorry for myself and dad..
he's gonna spent all his money on me...and i will prove him and them wrong!
to show them i am a 100% changed person..
Its like no one believes me now in the family..and refused to let me go back Singapore to study...and not even go back for holiday...
Hope that i can prove to them and gain back my trust soon...
If they could trust me..i could jus like go back Singapore to study...
but i have been given chance..and they wont giv me my second chance anymore..
So i learn my lesson..and will take my second chance of studying in UK seriously and show them i really wants to study....











Heh guys...sorry for not blogging yesterday!
Yesterday was in a karaoke till 2+ with my family..
played dice and lost very jialat!keep drinking and drinking..
then i go back my bro's hotel room to stay..
today woke up at 7+ den go eat breakfast...
meet up with family and went to eat Singapore Food in HongKong..
LOLS!
Then i go swim with my sister,brother!
Then go eat the seafood place in hongkong..its like all seafood there..
Something like Marina South in Singapore..
but the fish are big..everything is of extreme size!
hahahahaha.
btw its my mum's bday today!
Happy Birthday Mum!


Have you guys wonder what you gonna be next time??
I was chatting with my sis and brother-in-law yesterday night..
and i really found out that i dont know what i want to be.
I dont want to be a teacher,and not fireman,and obviously not doctor.
As what my brother-in-law says..
You must aim to shoot for the moon,and even u miss it,you will get somewhere around the stars.If you aim somewhere really low,and you missed it,thats the end of your life!
Seriously speaking,i want a job next time that can earn me really much money!And i must have interest in that occupation.
We are also speaking about given options to you.Place it from most important to least important.Money,Respect,Recognition
I will place it this way
I will want Recognition as i want to be recognise everywhere, like when i walk on the streets,many people will like point at me and says oh thats Jeth!
Then Money,As you know money makes the world goes round.Its afterall money that you are earning.Last but not least,I wan respect,but by getting money,respect will be yours.People will respect you for who you are.
Speaking of when u want to be anybody, be the best.
Wayne Rooney from Manchester United is not lucky to be where he is now.
He is the first to reach the training ground and last to leave.
He work fucking hard to reach there..
For him,he gain recognition,respect,money and everything.
Out of so many occupations,i think being a psychologist,really attracts me.
From what i watch from shows,its like they really do understand what their patients think.and they can control the patients feelings,and some might be able to hypnotise their patients..Would this occupation be money-earning?I think so,because in such a world,when many people get crazy due to over-stressed,no matter stressed for work,money,relationship or family.However if i want to be a psychologist i got to be the best of the best,opened my own private clinic and get famous.When one person think of getting a psychologist,it will be me..thats how famous i want to be.



Hello people!
I am back to Hongkong again now..
hahahahas
I woke up like 11am and went to eat dimsum..
Ate for a long long time..and started to walk back to hotel..
and actually we plan to like go for an massage..
but because time is tight for my sis,as she already like make an appointment with her friends liao.so yeah..started to take train back to hongkong and jus came back from dinner.This few days i have been like eating and eating..getting fat soon..hahahah!







I am in ShenZhen now,and lets start with what happen from the start.
woke up at about 9am,and get myself ready by 10.
Went to take the train from hongkong to china.
reach shenzhen and eat dimsum as our breakfast.
After that,the rest went shopping except my brother and me.
We went to a sort of like entertainment center.
Inside you can have wide range of service from facial to massage to sauna and many many more.i had my massage and facial.now my face supposingly should be better.but i cant see any better in conditions!
Hahahah!
Lets see if there is any improvement tml..
During the Facial session..its like squeezing my pimples..and it hurts ALOT!!!
hahahaha later on the rest came to join us and we left at 9.
and we went to eat the so call "biggest japanese restaurent in asia"
yeah its huge!
however the service there sucks really..
dont wish to say what happen..
now i am in the hotel..going to bath soon..yeah today did not take as much photos as before.









heh yo!
i wake up today and went to eat dimsum!
yummy yummy..
and then went home and rest for a little while...
and we like went to the village of hongkong..
many old folks there...i started to take a number of photos..
sooooo hot!so we ate in the village and there we go!
ate deserts some where else...tiramisu cake and my mango in beancurd!
went shopping and i got my "treatment" set for my face..oh my god my face can be cured!
and got my adidas jacket!i love getting jackets!especially adidas ones!
eat dinner again..i am like eating and eating today!!!

















Yo peeps,i reached hongkong yesterday!
and went to check in an hotel,ate nearby
tasty french toast and milk tea and thats the end.
however i went out myself in the night at 9pm to the famous "Ladies Street" and "Temple Street".
bought a cap,a shirt and a adidas jacket(original)hahahaha!
went back hotel at 12 midnight!
and slept..
today wake up and went to eat dimsum...and i went to cut my hair!oh my god..dye my hair as well..but dont bother looking at it..it looks as if its not dyed..-.-
heres the photos for the past days!ENJOY!!!=)












Hello yeah!
Today i woke up at around 7.30 and prepare everything and leave the company at around 8.15.reach the vietnam airport at 9.30..
my flight was delayed and so yeah..waited..
sleep from start to end in the airplane.The fcuked up airlines is crap...
soooooo small..airbus A321..zzz
reach hongkong airport..feel a little better cause i am afterall my dad is from hongkong,so feel more friendly from the people.
saw my mum,sister,bro-in-law-,bro,and bro-in-law's parents.
the parents of my brother in law fetch us to the ferry terminal.
Thank You very much Auntie and uncle!
hahahaha!
and there we go to macau..
now in macau!
went for the shopping and stuff..plus went for the fish spa!
the little fishes ate all my leg dead skin..hahahah so shiok!





Hello people!yesterday went to a karaoke to sing and drink ,and we left after awhile..
yeah..took some photos again.hahaha!
Tml morning i gonna leave for Hongkong!YEAH!!!
hahahah







1 more day and i will be in HongKong..
ok lets starts today topic..
i slept around 5 and wake up at 9!
omg..overshot!hahaha
and then i went downstairs to the factory and start working..
*cough*
still feeling a little unwell..
and half way thru i receive a comfirmation that my dad is coming back tml!!
omg!!!my hair is gold!HOW????
around 3+ ,i and ahban we go buy hair dye and face mask for myself..
we start to dye our hair..and its so omgxzxz black now!!!
alot of the workers say i look like a girl with the black hair!
@#%@#$#^$#!%#$#!
SKIP SKIP SKIP..
Jus came back from outside..decided to go out nearby with the motor and take some pics for todays post!





I spent my whole night chatting on MSN with Joey Sis..
and then we were like editing our blog..
so yeah,both of us have a nice tagbox on..
however sorry to say my is nicer!=x
hahahaah!
and the emoticons in my tagbox are cute man!
Haiz abit tired and i am still coughing..very sick..
ahhhh!!!!
2 more days to going Hongkong!




Oh My God!(Vietnam Language:Joy Oi )
Haiz,Monday as per usual,woke up early at 8 and went downstairs to work slack..yeah..around 1+ went back to sleep due to my sickness..aku taboleh tahan liao..sleep untill 5.30
haiz...going die soon..
on the 19th gonna go Hongkong meet mum ,sis and bro-in-law!
So Excited!hahaha
heres a few pics of me today!




Year 2009 a new year a new blog!
What crap right!
But lets start with todays post..my previous blog was DEAD!!
So hopefully this blog i would be able to post every now and then once i am free!!
hahahaha!
Time passes real fast,it seems like the minute before i am still in singapore,but the next minute after i am already in vietnam for like 4 months.
Life isnt great without my close friends and of course family.However i learn many things through out the whole stay in Vietnam.
When i was still in Singapore,I thought that working a part-time job in Macdonalds will earn me enough money to survive,however now thinking of it,its really naive.
Jeth will never only want to survive but would like to live life with comfort and last but not least is to have power and dignity.Muahahahahahaha!
Ok i shall blog till here,see you people soon again yeah!